Saturday, May 29, 2004

wahihi

unsaon na lang wako kasabot
unsaon na lang wata nagkasinabot
ambot lang gubot pa sa tanang lukot
hala sige magpabugnaw sa ta sa kagubot...
a duh ambot makasapot
a dahhh ambot nawa kos akong buot!!!
nagpuros na lang ta botbot..
saon na lang....ambot!!!
pahuway na lang tah puros gipangsapot...
ambootttt!! ambrrrottt!!!
sabot?!!??
Never

Never is going to be

soon enough for me

to say goodbye

so don't touch me
Who touched me

sorry but my head
would rather leave a thousand thoughts unsaid

than as air they would chill
in sunshine unpleasing

We All Fall Down

Her turn had come. She knew
by heart almost
the lines she was to speak
but gave us, God help her,

the truth
beyond the lines,
beyond the book she dropped,
its pages thrashing to the floor
like broken wings—

the truth
she beat her head upon,
bit into so hard
I could not pry her jaws,
teeth grinding—

the truth beyond us
she saw as ever,
her risen eyes gone white
as bone.

I did what I could,
I held her and held her, seized
with sudden love and knowing
we all fall down.

In the end
I carried her curled in my arms
across one threshold
and another.

> n 0 t H i N g <

We start, then, with nothing, pure zero.
But this is NOT the nothing of negation. For NOT means other than, and other is merely a synonym of the ordinal numeral second. As such it implies a first; while the present pure zero is prior to every first.
The nothing of negation is the nothing of death, which comes second to, or after, everything. But this pure zero is the nothing of not having been born. There is no individual thing, no compulsion, outward nor inward, no law. It is the germinal nothing, in which the whole universe is involved or foreshadowed. As such, it is absolutely undefined and unlimited possibility -- boundless possibility. There is no compulsion and no law. It is boundless freedom.

Friday, May 14, 2004

YOU

it's you who understand me the most
it's you who guide me when i'm lost
it's you who gave me those encouraging words
it's you that money cannot afford.

i know it's been hard to be in your place
to understand me and shower with patience and "grace"
i thank you for sending me to this paradise
a place where happiness just lies.

you've been such an inspiration
a person who taught and gave me sense of determination
i thank God for giving me those decisions
that happiness just shows in my actions...
---wahaaahaaahihihi-------üüü