its all bin n d past
i thot d feelin wudnt last
huh! it did...
there's no lookin' back...
life must go on!
no matter what happened
no matter where or how it end
there's always life out there for me...

y..... whyyyy?????.....

its all iv been askin'.....

why???????......

i don't know....

Burn

[Intro]
Girl, understand why
See it's burning me to hold onto this
I know this is something I gotta do
But that don't mean I want to
What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just
I feel like this is coming to an end
And its better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you
I gotta let it burn

[Verse 1]
It's gonna burn for me to say this
But it's comin from my heart
It's been a long time coming
But we done been fell apart
Really wanna work this out
But I don't think ya gonna change ya
I do but you don't
Think it's best we go our separate ways
Tell me why I should stay in this relationship
When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby
Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with
I think that you should let it burn

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for you except but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

[Verse 2]
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to
Got somebody here but I want you
Cause the feelin ain't the same find myself
Callin' her your name
Ladies tell me do you understand?
Now all my fellas do you feel my pain?
It's the way I feel
I know I made a mistake
Now it's too late
I know she ain't comin back
What I gotta do now
To get my shorty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-eleven days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return (let it burn)

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you gon'learn)
Let it burn (gotta let it burn)
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know its best for you except but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
you know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn
[Bridge]
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (ooooh)
I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)

[Breakdown]
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh
Ooh ooh oooh (can ya feel me burnin'?)
Ooh ooh ooh oooh ooh oooh

So many days, so many hours
I'm still burnin' till you return

[Chorus]
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to
But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to
Even though this might bruise you
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

Deep down you know it's best for you except but you
Hate the thought of her being with someone else
But you know that it's over
You know that it was through
Let it burn
Let it burn
Gotta let it burn

- - - - - - - - - -
love me
love you
ur gone
i stayed
waited and waited
but nothing came
i tried
to leave
u came back
u love me-u said
confused-i said
need time
need time
will u wait?
or won't u?
can't do anything f u won't
just be sure of everything
don't wanna cry
don't wanna be hurt
no more....

miss me
miss you
not d reason for us to come back
feelings need be made sure
feelings be proven
in god's time
f god allows
we'll be together back then..

for as long as the feeling are still there
and for as long as the two of us wait
now or later
doesn't really matter
don't really know
we'll see. . .

* . . . . . . . . . *

Hello! "...busy ka? naku mukha
nga...
tagal na
natin di nagkikita...
tagal mo na ako di dinadalaw... alam mo miss na
kita... o sino yang
nagtext sa iyo?... buti pa sa kanya nakapagreply
ka agad... napansin ko
ang dami mong ginagawa talaga... ang dami mo
ring things to do diyan sa
planner mo ah!
mapangarap ka talaga noh?... ang dami mong
plano . nakakatuwa
naman na malaman yan. kasama ba ako sa
plano mo? ano? naku di ka
agad makasagot... sige okay lang alam ko naman
kung ano talaga sagot mo...

nakita kita nung Friday, aga mo umalis sa
office.
alam mo ba, ang akala
ko pupuntahan mo ako. ooppss! hindi pala! TGIF
(THANK God its Friday)
pala kayo ng mga friends mo. umaga ka na nakauwi
ah? naghintay ako
sa'yo. pagpasok mo sa kuwarto mo, di mo ako
napansin... haaay! kawawa ka
naman siguradong kinabukasan masakit ang ulo mo,
tanghali ka na
gigising... Ang dami mong lakad, naghihintay ako
na tayo naman ang
maging magkasama kaya lang sa dami ng schedules
mo sa trabaho at sa
labas ng office parang malabo.

O sige na, balik ka na sa work mo. i might be
eating too much of your
time maging dahilan pa ako para masira ang plano
mo sa araw na ito...
gusto ko lang sabihin sa'yo na nandito lang ako
kapag kailangan mo
ako...pag hindi ka na busy. totoo yon! walang
biro! ayaw mong maniwala?
Ganon kita kamahal kasi! ayaw mo pa ring
maniwala? Haaay! remember this,
kahit singit lang ako lagi sa buhay mo, kahit
biglaan mo lang na
natatawag ako dahil nagulat ka, nasaktan ka,
nauntog ka o dahil part ang
pangalan ko nung binabasa mo sa text, you will
be in my heart always...
trial after trial isipin mo kasama mo ako na
lumalakad, hindi man sa
buhangin, kasama mo pa rin ako... sa lahat plano
mo , kahit hindi mo ako
kasama perfecting it... para mas maging masaya
ka... minsan tayo naman
ang mag-usap ha? minsan ako naman ang dalawin
mo...
miss na talaga kita eh...
sa akin hindi ka singit lang..."

--MAO BA?--

u used to show me you love me
u used to show me you care
u made me feel im so special
that evr'ytime i need you i'l just call

the time did come for the both of us
when we were so glad to be together
i thought that time will never end
that you and i may be forever

so suddenly u lose grip
so suddenly you stayed away
no more love i felt but coldness
no more you beside me but bitterness

a lot of thoughts came over me
wonderin' what i've done and said
never had a clue what went wrong
never had an idea why these all

i've seen all the signs you've shown
heard all the "insults" you've blown
i appreciated your honesty
maybe it was just our destiny

wahihi

unsaon na lang wako kasabot
unsaon na lang wata nagkasinabot
ambot lang gubot pa sa tanang lukot
hala sige magpabugnaw sa ta sa kagubot...
a duh ambot makasapot
a dahhh ambot nawa kos akong buot!!!
nagpuros na lang ta botbot..
saon na lang....ambot!!!
pahuway na lang tah puros gipangsapot...
ambootttt!! ambrrrottt!!!
sabot?!!??

Never

Never is going to be

soon enough for me

to say goodbye

so don't touch me
Who touched me

sorry but my head
would rather leave a thousand thoughts unsaid

than as air they would chill
in sunshine unpleasing

We All Fall Down

Her turn had come. She knew
by heart almost
the lines she was to speak
but gave us, God help her,

the truth
beyond the lines,
beyond the book she dropped,
its pages thrashing to the floor
like broken wings—

the truth
she beat her head upon,
bit into so hard
I could not pry her jaws,
teeth grinding—

the truth beyond us
she saw as ever,
her risen eyes gone white
as bone.

I did what I could,
I held her and held her, seized
with sudden love and knowing
we all fall down.

In the end
I carried her curled in my arms
across one threshold
and another.

> n 0 t H i N g <

We start, then, with nothing, pure zero.
But this is NOT the nothing of negation. For NOT means other than, and other is merely a synonym of the ordinal numeral second. As such it implies a first; while the present pure zero is prior to every first.
The nothing of negation is the nothing of death, which comes second to, or after, everything. But this pure zero is the nothing of not having been born. There is no individual thing, no compulsion, outward nor inward, no law. It is the germinal nothing, in which the whole universe is involved or foreshadowed. As such, it is absolutely undefined and unlimited possibility -- boundless possibility. There is no compulsion and no law. It is boundless freedom.

YOU

it's you who understand me the most
it's you who guide me when i'm lost
it's you who gave me those encouraging words
it's you that money cannot afford.

i know it's been hard to be in your place
to understand me and shower with patience and "grace"
i thank you for sending me to this paradise
a place where happiness just lies.

you've been such an inspiration
a person who taught and gave me sense of determination
i thank God for giving me those decisions
that happiness just shows in my actions...
---wahaaahaaahihihi-------üüü

here i am, feeling empty
wishin' you're just here beside me
but i just can't let you
for i know you have your life too
i know i just can't let you
co'z i want you to be happy not blue...

here i am,all alone
in this room where i've grown
thinkin' of the memories we've had
the shared moments when we're so glad...

reminscing all those times we share
keeps me wondering how you are
i hope you're just okey
safe from everything all day

i long to be with you
i long to feel the feelings when you're with me
i long the hugs and touch of thee
the times when both of us are free..

i don't know if this poem is making any sense
i just wanted to let out of my feelings,so intense
i don't know how to get through these
all i know is that it's you that i miss...

*for you*

you showered me with love
and all the things that you have
you showed me how much you cared
with the risks you've ever dared.

i may have given you so much torns
tried pushing you away, i know it burns
thank you for the understanding and all
trying to pick me up everytime that i'm about to fall.

thank you for all the goodness
though at times i give you "silent madness"ü
thank you for all the changed perceptions
though at times things lead to senseless discussions.

i may not be able to give anything in return
but in this world that i'm born
i'm so glad to meet you
and that, you're special to me, that's true...
-------------

- - - - - - - - - - - -
>
timing is the essential ingredient of succes... BEING the right man, at the right place, at the right time and at the right mood..
>
a man of refined manners and good breeding; a shrewd guy ever so cunning, in simple wolrds- smart, intelligent, gentleman- is highly acclaimed hero of every woman...
>
dirs always something good that comes out of every life experience. good times become good memories, bad times become good lessons....
You can neve lose... You only gain..
>
Every teardrop is so precious, so beter make sure that if you drop some, it's worth cryin' for co'z you can never pick them up and put it back to your eyes....
"LOVE WISELY..."
- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -- - - -- - -- - -

A WOMANS QUESTION

Do you know you have aked for the costliest thing
ever made by the hands above?
a woman's heart, and a woman's life--
and a woman's wonderful love.

Do you know you have asked for this priceless thing
as a child might ask for a toy?
demanding what others havedied to win,
with the reckless dasg of a boy.

You have written my lesson of duty out,
manlike, you have questioned me.
now stand at the bars of my woman's soul
Until I shall question thee...

You require your mutton shall always be hot,
your socks and your shirt be whle;
i require your heart be true as God's stars
And as pure as hi heaven your soul.

You require a cook for your mutton or beef,
i require a fa greater thing;
a seamstress you'rewanting for socks and shirts-
i look for a man and a king.

a king for the beautiful realm called HOME,
and a man that his maker,God
Shall look upon as he did on the first
And say "it is ver good".

i am fair and young, but the rose may fade
from this soft young cheek one day;
will you love me then 'mid the falling leaves,
As you did 'mong the blossoms of May?

Is your heart an ocean so strong and true,
i may launch my all on its tide?
a loving woman finds heaven or hell
on the day she is made a bride.

i require all things that are grand and true,
all things that a man should be;
if you give this al, i would stake my life
to be all you demand of me.

if you cannot be this, a laundress and cook
You can hire a little pay;
but a woman's heart and a woman's life
Are not to be won that way...

---somethin' to ponder on..------
(it's true...very true)
If a guy and a girl skips the friendship stge of their relationship,
LUST often becomes the common interest that brings back
the couple together. as a result, they gauge the
seriousnessof their relationship by the level of their
physical involvement.... they wanna feel that they're
special to each other.. and concretely express this
through physical intimacy--- hand holding, to
kissing and everything else follows...
physical involvement can make two people feel close. but if many people in dating relationship really examined the focus of their realtionships, they probably discover that ALL they HAVE in COMMON is LUST.... (ait?!)ü

SiMpLe TRUTHS on LoVe
it is simply a mystery why we fall in love
it is a mystery how it happens
it is simply a mystery why some love grows and why some love fall.
you can analyze and look for reasons and causes
but you will never do any more than take life out of experience.

love is more than the sum of interest and attractions and commonalities than two people shae.
and just as life itself is a gift that comes and goes in its time,
the coming of love must be taken as an unfathomable gift that cannot be quesioned in its way.

too often,when ove comes to people, they try to grasp and hold it tto them, refusing tp see that it is a gift freely given and a gift hat freely moves away.
when they fall out of love, or the person they love feels the spirit of love leaving, they try desperately to reclaim the love that is lost, rather than accepting the gift for what it was.

they want answers where theee are no answers.
they want to know what is wrong with them, or try to get the love to change, thinkin' that if ssome small things were different, love would bloom again.
they blame thei circumstances.they blame each other. they try anythin' to give meaning to what happened. but thee is no meaning beyond the love itself, and until hey accept its own mysterious ways, they live in a sea of misery.

you need to treat what love brings you with kindness.
if you find yourself in love wwith someone who does not love, be gentle with yourself. there is nothing wrong with you..
love just didin't choose to rest in the other person's heart..

if you find someone in love with you whom you feel no love, feel honored that love came and calledat your door, but gently refuse the gift that you cannot return. do not take advantage, do not cause pain... How you deal with love is How love deals with you, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are very different...

if you fall in love with another who falls in love wih you, and then love chooses to leave, do not reclaim it, or assess blame. LET IT GO.. there's a reason and there is a meaning. you will know in time, but time itself will choose its moment...

REMEMBER THIS, keep it in your heart. you don't choose love, love chooses you.. all you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. feel the way love fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. give it back to he person who brought it to you. give it to othes who seem poor in spirit. give it to the world in any best way you can...

LOVE has its own time, its own season and its own reason for coming and going... you cannot bribe it or curse it or reason it into staying...
if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, then there is nothinig you can do, and nothin you should do...
be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life...
JUST keep your heart OPEN... and it will surely come AGAIN....

m done with my thing
m done with those useless moments
m done with these stuffs
and i'm done..really..co'z i'm tough!!!
- - - ha!ha!

m done with you anway
and it's time for you to stay away..
get a life...
stop haunting my mind...
stop bothering my head...
there's this smile that i hid
a laughter that i miss
the "ME" that was lost
and "I" that once was so slow and low...
these has to end...
just stop those - i plead
co'z m over you SoMeHoW!!!!